Tears on a Treadmill

[I forgot to post this on January 5] I have never been more appreciative of an empty gym than I was today, as I had a breakdown right there on the treadmill. It was one of those moments when inside, my heart just broke, and there was no stopping the flood. This is so not … Continue reading

Let Me Guess

Let me guess: you are going to eat a salad today, drink a few glasses of water, and go for a little jog? Hey- me too!¬† ūüôā I don’t really do New Year resolutions. I more or less resolve in general to live my life to the fullest and best of my ability. Jesus said, … Continue reading

New Everything!

New job. New Year. New life. New Blog? I don’t keep a blog of my life like a lot of people do. I just post some random thoughts or bursts of reflection on here, periodically, randomly really. I have had many people ask me to write a new blog, on a regular basis, of my … Continue reading

Lost.

Love. Laughter. Everafter. East coast. West coast. All coast. No coast. Stay. Leave. Home. Hate. Wander. Lost. Curious. Scared. Alone. Paralyzed. Powerful. Trapped. Doubtful. Hopeful. Tears. Frustration. Anger. Hurt. Motivation. Distance. Further. Isolation. Depression. Shattered. New. Fresh. Inspired. Uncertain. Looking. Wondering. Lost. Searching. Doubting. Hoping. Aspiring.

Another Restless Night

What to do when your mind won’t shut up? Let it out. What do you do when you think you have found the very thing you think you have been looking for potentially your entire life but it is miles away, like 2,497 miles away? As I said, you just think this is it, you … Continue reading

Puerto Rico: a tale of the surfer that inspired me

Mi primera¬†vez¬†en Puerto Rico-¬†y¬†que rico era! No puedo¬†expresar lo que me siento¬†ahora. Today we went to a beach hidden behind a¬† vacant lot with an abandoned trailer and an assortment of cars scattered about. You would never be tempted to look if you were driving down the highway. Behind that lot was a rare find: … Continue reading

Prayer for the Nation

Today, I don’t even know where to begin. I am disillusioned with America. Our potentially great nation, crippled by ignorance and hate. Once known for being the land of the free and home of the brave, I dare say has become land of misconceptions and home of the divided. There is this grave misconception that … Continue reading

Double Life

Sometimes I feel like I lead a double life. I do not mean that I am a hypocrite and act like a different person than who I truly am; I do not mean that I live two separate lives. I mean that I feel like God put two hearts in my chest, and I can’t … Continue reading

To be Loved

To be loved- that is all anyone ever wants. That is what we live for. That is what we spend our lives trying to acquire. Whether you have experienced the freedom of love, or you have experienced the emptiness that happens when you try to do without it, all anyone ever wants in this world … Continue reading