~2013~ A Year in Review

What did 2013 look like to me? Chaos. If I had a bird’s eye view, I am sure it was hilarious watching me scurry about dealing with change in every facet of my life. From a personal perspective though, it was quite chaotic and hardly hilarious, until now. People often say “Hindsight is 20/20.” I … Continue reading

The Wallflower

He was walking straight towards me. I averted my eyes, thinking that may deter him. Then, I see the toes of his shoes inches from mine. My heart is pounding. I swallow hard and look up, into the most beautiful face I have ever seen. He humbly asks me to dance, though I cannot hear … Continue reading

Broken Beauty

This story is dedicated to the one friend who loved me through my ugly and showed me true beauty- Christianna, the most beautiful soul I know. ____________                 Once upon a time, there was a little girl who was separated from her father at birth. She was raised by another family who gave her everything … Continue reading

Happiness and Sleepless

Tonight I tried to go to bed on time. It has been two hours since then. I have no motivation to sleep tonight. I am headed to my hometown tomorrow to spend a weekend with the family. I don’t even have anything packed. I am just excited to be going. I am also ridiculously happy … Continue reading

Tears on a Treadmill

[I forgot to post this on January 5] I have never been more appreciative of an empty gym than I was today, as I had a breakdown right there on the treadmill. It was one of those moments when inside, my heart just broke, and there was no stopping the flood. This is so not … Continue reading

Let Me Guess

Let me guess: you are going to eat a salad today, drink a few glasses of water, and go for a little jog? Hey- me too!  :) I don’t really do New Year resolutions. I more or less resolve in general to live my life to the fullest and best of my ability. Jesus said, … Continue reading

New Everything!

New job. New Year. New life. New Blog? I don’t keep a blog of my life like a lot of people do. I just post some random thoughts or bursts of reflection on here, periodically, randomly really. I have had many people ask me to write a new blog, on a regular basis, of my … Continue reading

Lost.

Love. Laughter. Everafter. East coast. West coast. All coast. No coast. Stay. Leave. Home. Hate. Wander. Lost. Curious. Scared. Alone. Paralyzed. Powerful. Trapped. Doubtful. Hopeful. Tears. Frustration. Anger. Hurt. Motivation. Distance. Further. Isolation. Depression. Shattered. New. Fresh. Inspired. Uncertain. Looking. Wondering. Lost. Searching. Doubting. Hoping. Aspiring.

Another Restless Night

What to do when your mind won’t shut up? Let it out. What do you do when you think you have found the very thing you think you have been looking for potentially your entire life but it is miles away, like 2,497 miles away? As I said, you just think this is it, you … Continue reading